I know I have more request than what I could currently produce, but believe it or not, my achievements is far greater than what you expect.
The reasonable or unreasonable things that I have requested you and myself today might seem like it is unnecessary and it won't show mush better result. But my small improvement today is the key for my big future.
I am different because I can see further than anyone around me, bigger than everyone around me, and brighter than anyone around me.
I might be the only person that face failure more than anyone now but it is what make me grows. And I'm definately not the kind that would let bad things block my optimism and my great views ahead.
Even my depression is yhe key to my achievements, and only I can see that.
Monday, April 2, 2012
Hmm.. I have a bad weekend this week. Not only my work production rate going down by 90 degrees, but people around me isn't making me very happy too.
I don't want to be a control freak, but the least you could do is understand me.
I guess maybe its better if I careless of you and more of my own.
Sometimes when things can't work out, we just need a time off.
We need some alone time to clear our mind and make things work our own way again. There's nothing more important than making oneself comfortable of itself.
Only throgh this way, I can live a life I want.
It's not call selfishness, it's call totally disappointment and a wake up call for myseself
I don't want to be a control freak, but the least you could do is understand me.
I guess maybe its better if I careless of you and more of my own.
Sometimes when things can't work out, we just need a time off.
We need some alone time to clear our mind and make things work our own way again. There's nothing more important than making oneself comfortable of itself.
Only throgh this way, I can live a life I want.
It's not call selfishness, it's call totally disappointment and a wake up call for myseself
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Monday, March 12, 2012
Monday, February 13, 2012
想要更正我的人生 ， 做理想中的自己
从新排列我的目标；
从新排列我的行程表；
一切一切我对自己生活和人生态度的不满我都要通通把它删除掉，
然后再以自己新的心情
排列出自己理想中的新行程表，
过自己理想中想过的生活，
做理想中的自己。
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Commitments
I always thought that keeping a commitment is never too difficult, all we need to do is that we know what we want, and we can keep our commitments easily. But now then I realize that, I was wrong. It isn't easy at all. Eventhough I want something so much, it doesn't necessary mean that it will be something that can motivate me enoght to take actions with it for a consistent period of time.
If only there's a time period that I could set my mind into doing something without a single mistakes and concentrate to the fullest, that time period has to be, need to be now.
Right now, right here is the time to get ready with myself and live my life to the fullest. No regrets should be made. No disappointments should be made. Only promises and responsibilities.
If only there's a time period that I could set my mind into doing something without a single mistakes and concentrate to the fullest, that time period has to be, need to be now.
Right now, right here is the time to get ready with myself and live my life to the fullest. No regrets should be made. No disappointments should be made. Only promises and responsibilities.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
During the Chinese New Year break
I don't have wi-fi in my house back in my hometown, so I don't get to update my blog often. However, thanks to my new Blackberry, I get to upload some photos. I'm just sad that I don't get the chance to buy a SD card yet. So, there is really a very limited memory enough for me to take pretty pictures.
Before the Chinese New Year Break, I met up with my buddies. We hung out for a day in the school, lunch and tea time in Equator, because one of my buddy is leaving town the coming day. We talked and talked till we get so excited without realizing most of the people in the crowds were staring at us like we were nuts. She shared her experience as a trainee nurse with us. It was so emotional. That's when I really get to realize the courage, generosity, patience and most of all, kindness that a nurse need to own within their hearts. She shared lots of stories with us that most of the people on earth like us would never experience. It was so sad. Then it was so touching. Sometimes it would also make someone felt collapsing. There is actually impossible to use a single word to describe what they have to do to get through all those things they been through. I think the difference between us and them is that they are the one that are really dealing with life.
Words that kept on repeating on my mind after what I heard from her :
" Life is fragile. People could lost their life so easily"
" Everyone need to find a way to get rid of their pressure, to let go of the thing that could make them emotionally collapse"
" Take a walk around the city."
These words may sound familiar to most of us, but when it comes out of someone who really experience something and feel those words as they speak, it could really hit me.
Then, During Chinese New Year, I spent most of my time with my family and relatives this year. Although I might feel bored sometimes because I do not gamble and have not get involve with gamble for like five years now? I do think I spend my time to the fullest, because I am with my family.
I did go to a friend house, but not every single day.
I did hang out with my friends, but not every single day.
In my last day of spending Chinese New Year in Sandakan during the break just ended, I spend all my time with my family before 9.30pm and with friend after that till around 2pm. That sounds good to me compared to what I did for the past few years.
Then, I didn't know why I get so emotional for the smallest thing now. On that same day, I was just spending like less than one hour watching Astro channel, I saw one commercial about family. All the sudden, these tears just rush down my face. I couldn't even get a hold of it.
Overall, this Chinese New Year is the only Chinese New Year that I have spend my time to the fullest compared to my past experience.
Before the Chinese New Year Break, I met up with my buddies. We hung out for a day in the school, lunch and tea time in Equator, because one of my buddy is leaving town the coming day. We talked and talked till we get so excited without realizing most of the people in the crowds were staring at us like we were nuts. She shared her experience as a trainee nurse with us. It was so emotional. That's when I really get to realize the courage, generosity, patience and most of all, kindness that a nurse need to own within their hearts. She shared lots of stories with us that most of the people on earth like us would never experience. It was so sad. Then it was so touching. Sometimes it would also make someone felt collapsing. There is actually impossible to use a single word to describe what they have to do to get through all those things they been through. I think the difference between us and them is that they are the one that are really dealing with life.
Words that kept on repeating on my mind after what I heard from her :
" Life is fragile. People could lost their life so easily"
" Everyone need to find a way to get rid of their pressure, to let go of the thing that could make them emotionally collapse"
" Take a walk around the city."
These words may sound familiar to most of us, but when it comes out of someone who really experience something and feel those words as they speak, it could really hit me.
Then, During Chinese New Year, I spent most of my time with my family and relatives this year. Although I might feel bored sometimes because I do not gamble and have not get involve with gamble for like five years now? I do think I spend my time to the fullest, because I am with my family.
I did go to a friend house, but not every single day.
I did hang out with my friends, but not every single day.
In my last day of spending Chinese New Year in Sandakan during the break just ended, I spend all my time with my family before 9.30pm and with friend after that till around 2pm. That sounds good to me compared to what I did for the past few years.
Then, I didn't know why I get so emotional for the smallest thing now. On that same day, I was just spending like less than one hour watching Astro channel, I saw one commercial about family. All the sudden, these tears just rush down my face. I couldn't even get a hold of it.
Overall, this Chinese New Year is the only Chinese New Year that I have spend my time to the fullest compared to my past experience.
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