明显的缺点

每个人都有自己的理想，但又有多少个人是真的能达成呢？

直到如今，我仍然未能达成我的理想。庆幸的是，我知道我错在哪，该怎么改；不幸的是，我是个非常懒散，没原则的人，没采取任何行动，没去争取。

从一个觉得自己很不错的人，现已经堕落道连自己也看不起自己的人。

我只知道，现在能挽救自己的人，只有我自己。

My life is bigger than what you had installed for me

I know I have more request than what I could currently produce, but believe it or not, my achievements is far greater than what you expect.

The reasonable or unreasonable things that I have requested you and myself today might seem like it is unnecessary and it won't show mush better result. But my small improvement today is the key for my big future.

I am different because I can see further than anyone around me, bigger than everyone around me, and brighter than anyone around me.

I might be the only person that face failure more than anyone now but it is what make me grows. And I'm definately not the kind that would let bad things block my optimism and my great views ahead.

Even my depression is yhe key to my achievements, and only I can see that.

Hmm.. I have a bad weekend this week. Not only my work production rate going down by 90 degrees, but people around me isn't making me very happy too.

I don't want to be a control freak, but the least you could do is understand me.
I guess maybe its better if I careless of you and more of my own.

Sometimes when things can't work out, we just need a time off.
We need some alone time to clear our mind and make things work our own way again. There's nothing more important than making oneself comfortable of itself.
Only throgh this way, I can live a life I want.
It's not call selfishness, it's call totally disappointment and a wake up call for myseself

相信自己

要相信自己做得到。只有这样，就算再难的事，也难不倒我；就算再令人困扰的事，也打不倒我。

Sometimes I felt as if my existance seems not matter anymore, especially when I'm here.

 Who cares?

I live for myself and my love one. I have myself that still care of my own matter, and I also have my love one that still love me and valued me.

想要更正我的人生 ， 做理想中的自己

从新排列我的人生观；

从新排列我的目标；

从新排列我的行程表；

一切一切我对自己生活和人生态度的不满我都要通通把它删除掉，

然后再以自己新的心情

排列出自己理想中的新行程表，

过自己理想中想过的生活，

做理想中的自己。

Commitments

I always thought that keeping a commitment is never too difficult, all we need to do is that we know what we want, and we can keep our commitments easily. But now then I realize that, I was wrong. It isn't easy at all. Eventhough I want something so much, it doesn't necessary mean that it will be something that can motivate me enoght to take actions with it for a consistent period of time.


If only there's a time period that I could  set my mind into doing something without a single mistakes and concentrate to the fullest, that time period has to be, need to be now.

Right now, right here is the time to get ready with myself and live my life to the fullest. No regrets should be made. No disappointments should be made. Only promises and responsibilities.